New Year

Hai everybody who still loves 2015 but you all have to leave that year! Huhu it's really sad, isn't it? But we have to keep moving, right? :)

To 2015, I really wanna say a loooooot of thanks. Thank you for being a good year. You taught me with pain so I can be this strong HAHAHA. And I'm sorry that I haven't done any good things in this year.

It's 2nd of January already, but I would like to say Happy New Year to everyone who read this blog, I'm so happy knowing you all read something like this hahaha 

And in this post I would really like to say sorry to someone. I used to call him "Kak Danar".

I'm sorry for all those things that happened, I'm sorry for hurting you when you gave me your best, your everything. I did those things because I know that I'm not good enough for you, and you deserve someone better. Sometimes, I really want to know how about your life now, without me... I just hope that you are always fine there, I hope that you get a better replacement. And thank you for everything you gave to me. Thank you for every lessons, you taught me that "love" isn't about take, but it's about take and give.

Hmm... There are so muuuuuch things had happened in 2015. I learned that we have to be brave to say goodbye to the things that no longer meant for us and just start a new beginning. Sometimes, people come to teach us how it feels to lose something, so we can appreciate things before we lose them.

But in 2015, I've got a lot of things and I have to be thankful about that. I've got a replacement, he is kind, he knows every little things about me, he knows the worst side of me and always stay. Although he is already breaking my heart too, but I learned from that. I know that someone who said won't ever hurt us will be the one who hurts us the most, and we have to face that truth, life won't helps us, life just gives us options, stay or go. And I don't know which one is better when both of them are so hard to do. 2016 masih galau? Oh please!

It's the right time to forget the bad things and make them as lessons. And we have to open the opportunity to ourselves, don't ever avoid someone that comes to our lives, they might meant a lot to us. We have to move and start something new. It might be hard at first, but we can't always stay in the same place for a long time without make some moves.

I learned that life still goes on with or without some people that left us. It's not about making them stay, but it's about the time. Every one has their own time to live in someone else's life. And maybe their time is up.

And I would like to say thank you to all people that make my 2015 feel so much easier. Thank you for people who stay and never left. Thank you for them who always try their best to make me happy, thanks for the jokes!

And special big thanks for you, HAHAHAHA I know you will be laughing whenever you read this. But I really want to say a lot of thanks, thank you for always stay even when I was in my worst mood. Thank you for about a year we are together. I hope that you make a move in your life, don't cry over your past, because it's already over, I always say that you can't stay in your past and miss a lot of things for your future. So let's be curious, let's try new things that we haven't tried before. It will be fun! Be happy! I promise you will never be alone to face things in your life.

Dah ah dadaaaaaah!!! Luvluv ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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